remember the conversation I talked about in one of the last posts...well....i talked to him again tonight....this afternoon i received an e-mail from him explaining his reasons for his actions last night...the e-mail somewhat helped....i had to read it a couple of times to understand it...it seemed to me that he was trying to explain his reasons why without really explaining it....if you understand what I mean...i e-mailed him back some responses....pretty much i was like its forgiven....time to move on.....that is how i am with things...i cannot seem to hold grudges or be angry with anyone....life is no fun being angry at other or holding grudges...its like what sid said in ice age "i am to lazy to hold grudges"...that is how I am

Anyways...we talked about the conversation from last night...he was able to explain himself a little bit better...since he has never met me in person....he wanted to know if how i interacted with him was the way i interacted with other guys...of course it is.....i treat every guy the same..so once we got that figured out....we went on to have an really good conversation....we talked about what makes us "tick" or we enjoy doing....something of the things he said corresponded with what i said but on a different level if you understand what i mean....so things are cool between the two of us....life has gone on and its like the conversation last night did not really happen....

i feel confident now that God really wants me to go to indonesia this summer...if you would like any information about the trip or would like to support me....please let me know....anyways...its off to bed for me i go....i want to get a good night sleep before church tomorrow...